HEY HEARTUN: I am a Gorean Kajira, a slave as is outlined in the John Norman book Dancer of Gor -- in essence, being a slave is a whole way of life, involving a total modality of existance. I live according to the Slave Creed:
He is Master and I am slave.
He is owner and I am owned.
He commands and I obey.
He is to be pleased and I am to please.
Why is this?
Because He is Master and I am slave.
Allow me the strength to answer questions I can't fathom
I believe this. I live this. But about six months ago my old Master sold me. The new Master was nice to me for a while, but lately he has been ordering me to give pleasure to some of His friends. And I never see the same 'friend' twice. I think they pay Him for my attention. It makes me sad. ~ RENTAL KAJIRA
DEAR RENTAL ~ I've got two answers for you: the Gorean answer and the Sane answer. First the Gorean answer.
There will be many times you are called upon to answer questions you have never thought of. To delve deep inside yourself for the answers to places you never even thought would exist. It requires a certain amount of emotional and mental strength to do this, to look in those places that may house memories you have simply forgotten, or urges you are too afraid to admit. There is much buried deep within each of us that we don't even know is there, and at some time or another...to be completely open and honest with you Master, you will have to find these things..and bring them to the surface.
Now for the Sane answer.
He is pimping you out. Leave him. You can do better.
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